The true friend..

How can you call them your bestfriend,  if they are always make you hurt?? 
How can you call them your bestfriend,  if they dont and never understand you??
How can you call them your bestfriend,  if you are also not and cant be a good friend??
FRIEND,,
Is someone that always accept all things about you..  Either good or not.. 
FRIEND,,
Is someone who always laugh at you just to make you laugh too..  But,, they will get really mad when others do it so..
FRIEND,,
Is not just staying beside..  But it is when they are become a reason for you to smile always.. 
They know and understand what you gonna say..  What kind of feeling that you feel..  You dont have to say..  They just know.. 
When you are happy they are always there and happy just like you.. 
But when you are sad..  They will hug you..  Touch your heart..  And listen the sadness from that... 
They try to create your smile again..  Even they are the one that will get hurt..  But they just dont even care..  Because of why??? 
Cause..  They love you more than themselves.. 

Haha

Why i am still waiting??  Cause maybe i just didnt find someone who is deserve to take your place..  Or maybe i just cant to let someone else to take your place..  Or maybe i just so stupid and still hope that one day you will come and stay at your place..  Hahaha..  I dont know..  I didnt understand with myself..  Sometimes i think maybe people are thinking that i am so insane..  Still waiting after rejected??  But what can i do??  That is the truth..  I just cant..  And i dont know why..  Maybe i have to wait until somebody else come and take your place..  I hope so..  Aamiin..  But in a deep of my heart i still hope that you will come back to me..  😄